A Long Awaited Answer

After nearly two months of uncertainty, I have worked out a brand new date for my move to South Korea.  I will be leaving the U.S. July 2013 to begin orientation and to start fresh in Seoul next school year.  While the issue before was that the student body was not growing quickly enough to need me, I will join the team next summer when two of the current teachers' contracts end, making this new date concrete in comparison to all prior plans.

Am I disappointed?  To be honest, I am just so thankful to have a more clear idea of the months ahead.  The constant questioning of "Will I be home another month? Two months? Six??" began to ware on me, but now I feel free to commit to ministries and opportunities knowing I will not have to drop out at any unexpected time.  This whole new arrangement has actually brought me an abundance peace!

I have found another blessing in all of this: though it would have been so exciting to have gone to Korea the summer of my college graduation, I now see the trip through new eyes.  While I am still excited, I am becoming more serious about what this move is going to require of me -  emotionally, physically, socially, and most important, spiritually.  I believe God has more work waiting for me than simply teaching English.

I am currently searching my community for volunteer opportunities to teach English in hopes of building experience (and confidence) as I continue to prepare for next summer.  Thank you, as always, for your love, prayers, and encouragement.  I absolutely cannot do this alone!

Seeking Him, ~Katelynn

When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the Rock that is higher than I." ~Psalm 61:2

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More Waiting

Hello everyone!

A lot of people have been asking, "So when are you leaving for Korea??"  Well, there's not a simple answer.  I received an email from Connexus this week that explains my situation.  The following is a section from that update:

"I feel sad sharing this, but here at Connexus our student numbers are not growing much. We actually lost a couple students this month, due to long vacations, but we're hoping they'll join again in September. Our total student capacity with our current three teachers is 60, and right now we have 36 students...After another month or two, we will update you again about our situation and perhaps then we will be better prepared to make decisions."

 

So what do I do now? For now I am finishing my paperwork so that I will be prepared to go to Korea when the time comes.

What's the time frame? This is something completely out of my control, and out of the control of Connexus at that.  Everything is dependent upon how many students join the English program in the months ahead.  The program is still new (not yet a year old), so things are very unpredictable right now. It could be 2 months, it could be 6 - we just have to take it one day at a time.

What is next? Yes, I still hope and plan on going to South Korea. But with having no certain idea when I may be needed there, I am coming up with different plans of what to do while waiting. I want to wait actively!  My brainstorming includes work options here at home, local ministries, and maybe evening pursuing student teaching in Knoxville next year. 

If I do not have a more definitive idea for Korea in the next month or so, I think I will have to give Connexus a general date that I can come in the future (for example, in the spring semester or when the school year starts again next fall).  So many things are up in the air for me right now, including my retail job which keeps asking how long I am here for..  But I know God is in control, even if I cannot see His plans.  I just want to be used where ever I am - whether at home, in Knoxville or in South Korea!

Thank you all for your continued prayers and encouragement!  I am very blessed because of you.

Seeking Him, ~Katelynn

Change in Departure Date

A few weeks ago, I received an email from Connexus asking if I would consider delaying my departure from the original plan of August to the end of September or October this fall.  While the afterschool program there is growing steadily, they now have enough teachers to get by until October, when new students will join the program.  They were very gracious and told me that if this is too inconvenient, they would love to have me in August as first planned.  While I was very excited about the quickly approaching move, I saw no point in me going if I was not yet needed. (Besides, the thought of having a few extra months at home sounded great - not to mention relieved a little stress.) And so, I agreed to wait till this fall to fly over.

In the meantime, I am continuing work at my retail job, learning more about the Korean language and culture (in hopes of avoiding at least a little culture shock ;), and soaking up every minute spent with my family and friends.  My prayer is that God will use this extra time at home to prepare my heart and mind for whatever it is that lies ahead this year in South Korea.

Seeking Him, ~Katelynn

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Conquering the Paperwork for Korea

After my college graduation last month, my move to South Korea has begun sinking in more and more as reality.  I am so thankful for all my college experiences and the priceless-friendships that have sprouted from the last four years.  But it is time to move on and to learn outside of the classroom!

This summer has already been very busy - working just about full-time in retail, babysitting, participating in several small groups, and spending time with my family and friends has occupied so much of my time.  One of my top priorities however has been on collecting all the documents needed to prepare for Korea in August.  I have been making numerous phone calls and sending emails to people from the FBI, the Office of Authentications, the State Department of TN, my University, Connexus (my employer), and even family and friends who are knowledgeable in foreign travels.  It has been a long and complicated process and I ask for prayers for clarity and the speedy return of my last few documents, everything needs to be ready to send to Korea by the first week of July.

Some blessings thus far: I received the results of my background check two months earlier than I could have received it and I still rejoice over the recent recovery of my lost SS card.  I know that God will continue providing as he has (sometimes I just forget!)!


In Him, ~Katelynn


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Korea Bound!

One of my biggest fears as I looked toward graduation this May was that I would get my diploma, move back home, and just get comfortable.  I love everything about home - my family, my friends, my church fellowship, the familiarity.  But I also know myself well enough to realize it would be easy for me to fall back into the mundaneness of life if I moved back to Maryland at this time.  With this knowledge I began asking God for opportunities that would grow and stretch me, my worldview, and my faith.

I had no idea what this opportunity would look like, though I definitely felt the tug of my heart toward youth and community work.  Looking into several different organizations and jobs/volunteer positions, nothing really stuck out to me at first, but I was encouraged to keep looking.  In January I got a text from my brother Aaron about a teaching position with a Christian organization in South Korea.  Connexus Language Institute has been teaching English to adults outside Seoul for years, but just this December started an after school program for children and were in of teachers who would commit for a year to developing the program.  Aaron forwarded me the information and I was in contact with Connexus right away.  I had so many questions for them, all of which they answered thoroughly and promptly - the more I found out the more it seemed too good to be true!

It took me nearly two weeks to send my application after I had completed it.  I'm not sure why I waited so long - whether it be fear of getting the job or fear of rejection.  Less than 24 hours of hitting the "send" button, I received a reply that the president of Connexus and his wife wanted to have a Skype interview with me!  Now it began to feel more and more real.  Though I still was not sure if this is where I was supposed to be - I always wanted to travel but not live overseas - I decided to enter my interview with an open mind.  The interview was complete confirmation; as soon as our conversation was over, I told some friends: "If they offer me the job, I wont be able to say no!"  Sure enough, after a week of waiting in anticipation (and not being able to focus on absolutely anything except Korea :), I received an email inviting me to join the Connexus community!

Knowing that I possess the sometimes terrible ability to talk myself into or out of absolutely any situation or feeling, I have been journaling throughout this entire journey.  As I look over the pages of entry I have written these last two months, I can find no error or doubt in this decision to go!  Of course, some of the gittyness has begun to wear off as I move from shock to starting the process of paper work, background checks, and looking into getting my visa.  There is so much to do and learn these next few wee and months in order to be set for leaving in August!

Please be in prayer for me, as though this is an exciting time, it would be a lie to say that my heart lacks fear.  The idea of living in a new culture with a language and people so unfamiliar (let alone teaching!) scares me, but it also ignites the fire inside my soul.  I just want to be His hands and feet, no matter in what corner of the world He places me!

Seeking Him, ~Katelynn

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It's a Wonderful Life

How is it possible that another year has come to an end? But what a beautiful year it was! If I could sum the last 12 months in just a few words, I would say that 2011 was a year of rapid and irreversible growth. As with any growth spurt, the change was not always pleasant; in fact sometimes the growing cut deep, causing pain that seemed almost unbearable at the time. But through all the stretching and shifting, I have come to realize that the outcome is immensely worth it. God has taught me to trust in Him perhaps more that I have ever needed. He has proved faithful through and through!

Each day is a precious, unrepeatable gift.

This has been so heavy on my heart lately. As I look toward the light at the end of my undergrad-tunnel, the days seem to be slipping by so quickly. Though I am ecstatic about graduating in only a few months, I do not want to forget about the potential held by each and every day - even the days in which my to-do list consists merely of study, eat, and sleep! Life doesn't begin once I have a degree, nor will it begin tomorrow - life is happening right at this very moment. May I make the most of every breath given to me!